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Playing : What A Beautiful Name by Hillsong Worship Heeeeeyyyy😆 How's your Friday going? Honestly, I've posted on this blog about 15 times in my mind already, you just didn't see it😪 BTW, my dad and one of my brothers fixed my bed. Super Men💃 Alright, let's go. Over the past few days, well, (since last year but I'm still in 2018 so saying over the past few days makes more sense😌), I've been questioned. By myself. A lot of times. On my spirituality. And walk with God. So many times, more times than I can count, I've asked myself 'Iyanu, how far nah? You know you should do this and shouldn't do that..' 'Iyanu, you know that's not the way to go, right?' But, it has always come down to not even caring. Funny enough, the thought of hell won't even come. It's not like you don't want to please God o, but sometimes, you just feel, 'why not?' When I brush my teeth, I feel like my head is more corre...

Playing : I want to see Jesus ( It's a hymn and has different versions) Funny that the song is kind of contrary to this post😂 Not everytime article or story, let's do a little spoken word. Then I captioned it the date I wrote it because I couldn't come up with a title. ☆☆☆☆☆ It sure is getting hotter in here Not like it was warm when I first landed The thoughts of what could have been haunted me Even here. I mean, fire served on a golden platter of regret wasn't palatable. At half past ten, I watched my body on the kitchen floor, and then realised what I had done Taking my own life was just the beginning of the horrors I was to face and as I Journeyed through the clouds or maybe the heavens, I didn't read my Bible to the extent of knowing what it is called Seeing something that shone like what I could recognise or what I thought I did My eyes were to darkened to look upon what was before me Because, Chi, It was spotless Then it clicked The bri...